Would it scare you if I already now new what I wanted to name my kids? What if I already chose my job and where I want to live? What about the floorplan for the house? A school and church for my family? What if out of complete truth, I told you I had my life mapped out?
Basically, it's all up here *taps on head* I know most everything I plan. I plan for the worst, hope for the best. Out of complete sanity, I have a blueprint--a simple one-- mapped out inside. I try not to tell people, in fear they'll shy away. I've always been...easily attatched. I'm not dauntless, in fact I'm extremley dauntfull. However, some things you can't avoid. I try as hard as I can, getting through the rough days, laughing through the best ones. I try to speed up time, but come on, it won't happen. Eventually though, I'll have that blueprint, in my head of course, and I'll open my eyes and smile as I watch it build itself in front of me. Really, all I can do is take it one day at a time.
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