i'd rather stand here and watch you all. all by myself, observing how you behave. i'm not as enthralled by nature as so many of you seem to be. water is supposed to be clear, and birds will fly, and trees will blow. but each and every person will present themselves in a slightly different manner, and i wont get over that. the differences that twist and turn like worms. the choices we make. when my palms sweat you wont notice, because i'm way over here. but when your teeth show, i'll notice because i'm watching. and not in a creepy way either. and you barely smile, but i catch it here and there. and you say words to me and i'm caught in shock because i can't stop gazing into your golden brown eyes. and i feel like you'll notice. but eye contact is normal, so you don't. and you don't notice when i trace your face with my eyes, memorizing each curve. and i'm deathly afraid one day you'll realize i got just the least bit out of my way to pass by you in the morning. and i can't help myself, so when you wave to me first i'm gonna giggle. and especially when you're with your friends. and you know i'm not the creative type, so don't think that. i'm no artist. i'm not the smart type either. so don't go around thinking i am, cause i'm not. i mean look at me. i thought that the stars were in the sky. and i'm still not quite sure where they are. or where i am.