Just so happens.

I'm not perfect. I try though. Not to be flawless, but to help people. There are some people that I feel like they, don't understand. One person specifically. He doesn't listen. I know he needs help though. I can feel it when I see him, he's going to need me. I sound like a freak, correct? Well it's true. I can tell he's hurting himself. I will save his life. I'm determined. Sometimes I want to give up. Sometimes I walk into the middle of the street and wait for a car. Sometimes I hold my breathe and watch the stopwatch on my phone tick. Sometimes I just run. Today, everything plummeted. All came together. I was crossing the street, not looking, and a driver nearly hit me. I'm not sure if they were drunk or not, but they were speeding for sure. Walking down my street I saw a car stuck in the snow, and it was stuck 10 minutes before when I started my walk. I walked into my house and told my step dad there was a woman that had her car stuck in the snow down the street. Didn't matter. Eventually I went upstairs and laid on my floor. I texted that boy I need to help. I asked him, questions, he actually answered. I will continue to try and help, and he, well..I'll hope he helps.